Lost Things

I've been having a really hard time with letting go recently. I'm having a hard time letting go of old friendships, hard time letting go of past loves, a hard time letting go of the fact that I allowed my life to become a trainwreck. The hardest thing I've been having a hard time letting go of is the storage unit I lost back in February. Just another check box in the "I lost everything" file. Unfortunately I was having severe mental health issues, couldn't calm down, had severe anxiety everytime I walked out the door and I couldn't work. So while staying with and taking care of my grandparents the bills piled up and I lost my storage unit at a CubeSmart auction where the highest bidder won everything in my life. My wardrobe, kitchen supplies, art, journals, textbooks, glasses, and most importantly all of my family photographs. The photos of my mother and father, baby pictures, pictures of old cheer days, my stepmom. SO many memories, sold to the highest bidder. I've called CubeSmart and so far nothing has worked. I'm honestly very scared that the only memories I have of the people most dear to me are gone now. If you're reading this Auction Winner of the McClintock CubeSmart number 1818, I just want my family memories back. Nothing else is as important to me, yes getting back the entire unit would be the best thing, but as long as I get back the photos of my family I'd be happy. Don't be like me kids, keep the things that are important to you less than 3,700 miles away.

Love, Brooklynn V